“If you are facing the end of trust, the difficulty is going to be finding a beginning for trust, and before you can find any beginning for trust, you have to stop trusting the untrustworthy.” – me
Note: This is my report after a 2 month stay at the ecohackerfarm in March and April 2020, during which I determined that this place and organization are not at all what they claim to be. This inspired the larger investigation into the “community” hub known as Numundo.org, who to date has not responded to my awful experience there or basic questions about the nature of their project.
I am sure you have been wondering where I have been weathering the storm, the ones of you who are not sociopaths and/or paid operators, of course.
I was invited by the kuckucksmuhle ecohacker farm in Brandenburg, Germany, where I have spent the last month and will be spending the next. See url in title.
I hope every agency and anon in the world is paying attention to this spot now because there are some things you will find of interest, to all communities.
Here at the ecohacker farm, we have a beaufiful place for gardening, a workshop, a rental property for workshops and retreats, and two dogs. I live here in this really neat house with the owners with 3 sortof strangers, and one Ms. Aimee Fenech.
To date only one of the members of the community is of interest to the decultification operation, Ms. Aimee Fenech, formerly of Spain and Malta.
After 1 month here, Ms. Fenech has begun to “glow in the dark” so to speak. The incongruities inherent in her presented background and activity in this community stack up a mile high. Something is rotten in brandenburg.
Oddly, she operates the community email address and did invite me here because they are trying to earn income in the guest room. Due to the wonders of onion routing and other skillful action, and the openmindedness of the owners, I was invited with little scrutiny. She refuses to read anything I write and is profoundly incurious, so she is willfully unaware of the decultification project, and her tangency to it, and what this scrutiny brings.
Ms. Fenech displays all, and when I say all, I mean all, classic traits of a narcissistic sociopath, which is abundantly incongruous with her role as manager of an intentional community, teacher of permaculture and operation of a hacker space.
She “manages” the collective with abrasive authoritarianism which she somehow considers incorrectly to be permaculture, or an attempt at long term sustainability. Under her management even prior to corona the community was barely scraping by with financial difficulty. After studying the dynamic here, I decided to treat her as a subject of scrutiny in the form of journalism and this essay.
As a guest, she has treated me rudely and without respect. She states openly she does not care what I think, about anything.
She speaks abusively to her partner, one of the other members of the community, and the elderly person we care for here. She claimed at the beginning to know what non violent communication is but practices the opposite. I told her I was watching out for manipulative behavior and that I was starting a project to investigate degenerate interference with human organizations, which she categorically dismissed as a non-starter topic.
She raises her voice, condescends and patronizes at will and with neither awareness or remorse. Despite it being a hacker collective she has no technical knowledge or skills, and rapidly ends all discussion of technology and really anything, with classical logical fallacies and rhetorical tactics which steer the conversation into inanity. She screams at people for her own mistakes and neither thinks to apologize or believes an apology is due when told she is being awful. She to date has apologized one time for being antagonistic towards me, but has continued with the same behavior and otherwise admits no wrong and evades scrutiny with numerous offensive misdirection tactics.
I cannot figure out her larger agenda, although her specific agenda appears to be to prevent any good conversation from developing. Also, that I leave here as fast as possible despite all lockdown warnings and no other visitors being invited, and that every thing that I say is negated directly or redirected to a personal attack. She has sympathy for the other guests, but none for me. She wanted to talk about my visa status extensively prior to learning that that the EU would extend due to the virus. When I learned that visas were being extended, she forgot that key development within 24 hours, and her next question to me was whether I had bought a plane ticket, and with no sympathy for the current risks of going back to the usa or through airports.
I played a 3 hour guitar concert for a social event she hosted, which would cost at least 300 euros, and she expressed no appreciation and was derisive. I spent hours on her projects for the community and she also showed no appreciation, or ever mentioned my suggestions and contribution again. That my extensive experience in these areas would give a substantial dollar value to my work does not cross her mind, and she is hypercritical about trivialities like printing 5 pages.
Ms. Fenech has also been an attendee of European Rainbow Gatherings and the CCC. She is about 5’2″, brown curly hair, glasses and looks kindof like a popeye character. You can find her on discord meeting with her network of permaculture enthusiasts, although her interests are limited to gardening. She is very, very bossy and maxes out abrasiveness in a way I have never seen quite so perfected. She claimss to have worked in financial services in spain and malta before becoming an organic farmer, although she never speaks of this in any specific way and has expressed none of the ideals one might expect to hear from someone who left the bourgouis for life on the farm. She said one time at dinner, “there is no free money”, and had to be reminded that some people inherit money at birth.
Credit where credit is due, she knows her gardening and the garden is in good order even if nothing else. She is interested in making a discussion web application for communities but has no interest in privacy whatsoever, her inclusive decision making project would be fully open to state surveillance.
She sits in the “hack center” with 3 cell phone on all of the time, and my shot down my suggestion for a cell-phone free dinner by suggesting I need to see a psychiatrist, and conflating that request with putting cell phones in the microwave, which I never suggested. Discussion of the recent revelations of NSO group offensive malware is out of the question. As all narcissists she is charming to everyone who gives her what she wants, but if you question her she gets a very ugly grin and repeatedly says she does not care what you think.
When in a discussion about epsteins work raping for israel and the crisis of international oligarchic child abuse, she responded with numerous attempts to shut down the discussion, such as, “but what about ancient greece, this has been going on forever, what can you do?” and “but what about thailand, if people can just go there, why bother trying to do anything”. She may be unaware that she was arguing against he protection of children, logical consistency and clearly stated beliefs are not her strong suit(but she thinks it is), but as such she is not welcome to do active work with or for decultification.org for life and on the subject she will be granted zero credibility.
She also did not seem to notice that her rhetorical garbage distracted from an otherwise productive discussion about westworld season 3 in which big data limits the social lives of people automatically, or punitively, and how the oligarchic interests would live in the opposite world where everything has a price, and they can have anything they want. She thought I should just relax and watch tv for enjoyment, in her typical degenerative, anti-intellectual way.
This discussion that she repeatedly tried to shut down and ruin happened almost at exactly the same time as this twoot event,
So, in comments, why do you think someone like Ms. Fenech is at the ecohacker farm? Does she sound like an eco hacker? Why would someone who has no interest in hacking, no intellectual curiosity, no interest in protecting children from depraved rich people, and narcissitic personality disorder want to manage this community?
Or might she have some other agenda? The weaponized hypercriticality, weaponized douchebagery, knownothingism, and tactical undermining are textbook social engineering examples of how to divide groups of intellectuals, which I have sadly seen many times before, including at this place called Eastwind in southern, MO and in many circles.
I gave her the benefit of the doubt, but in all frankness and honesty, what an awful person. I just want to make sure you know in case she ever wants to try to manage your hacker collective, you know what you are getting into. She has antagonized me continually since day one, with the typical hot/cold unpredictability of sociopaths. When she is caught and called out, the next day she is friendly, then it repeats.
Everyone else here has been nice, but there is a good chance more of them are also agents, as their backgrounds make no sense and their contribution to any ideological discussion is non-existent. They also contribute generally to the gaslighting by being completely unaware of social engineering and manipulations that happen in front of their face.
But we are still getting to know each other. Trust is a step by step process, but once you identify a sociopath you have to stop trying. You have to learn that, better the easy way, let me tell you.
Decultification.org is operational, I hope you enjoy the information and know what to do with it. Open to all questions and all interviews with all journalists who are not part of the elimination of civilian society in the western world.
This is a public investigation of a public place, and information on a public person damaging a public organization, potentially for private or government reasons, but maybe just by the sheer power of being awful.
Bad behavior deserves publicity, Ms. Fenech, so enjoy your moment in the spotlight. If the kitchen is too hot for you, you are welcome to leave at any time.
An example of Ms. Fenech’s disruptive social engineering is here, the conversation where she explains why she voted to rescind my guest invitation during the coronavirus lockdown, for exaggerated fictions of her own creation. A better example of a malignant narcissist destroying a community I could not present to you.
ps someone pass this on to barrett brown plz thx, he needs to know the neighbor giving him trouble is one of them too.
pss i would just like to get out of this without being poisoned at this point, but otherwise it has been a very good time to write.
psss sorry about leanpub using google and aws, I try to warn them but they are still living pre parnas vs google, and everything else
pssss anyone who can post to any of the chans without “connection errors” after they already grabbed your post, feel free to discuss this happening at length. I for one welcome your scrutiny, long ago real privacy and anonymity became impossible for me for reasons I describe at length in my previous posts, website, and the near 500 pages I posted at leanhub this month
psssss I never set out to write myself into the canvas, but it is either this or be completely silenced, which I reject, for reasons of my safety and that of others.
I testify all of this is true and I am not an agent of any kind, and that I work for the public. JMH 4-2-2020