“If you are facing the end of trust, the difficulty is going to
be finding a beginning for trust, and before you can find any beginning
for trust, you have to stop trusting the untrustworthy.” – me
am sure you have been wondering where I have been weathering the storm,
the ones of you who are not sociopaths and/or paid operators, of course.
was invited by the kuckucksmuhle ecohacker farm in Brandenburg,
Germany, where I have spent the last month and will be spending the
next. See url in title.
I hope every agency and anon in the
world is paying attention to this spot now because there are some things
you will find of interest, to all communities.
Here at the
ecohacker farm, we have a beaufiful place for gardening, a workshop, a
rental property for workshops and retreats, and two dogs. I live here
in this really neat house with the owners with 3 sortof strangers, and
one Ms. Aimee Fenech.
To date only one of the members of the
community is of interest to the decultification operation, Ms. Aimee
Fenech, formerly of Spain and Malta.
After 1 month here, Ms.
Fenech has begun to “glow in the dark” so to speak. The incongruities
inherent in her presented background and activity in this community
stack up a mile high. Something is rotten in brandenburg.
she operates the community email address and did invite me here because
they are trying to earn income in the guest room. Due to the wonders of
onion routing and other skillful action, and the openmindedness of the
owners, I was invited with little scrutiny. She refuses to read
anything I write and is profoundly incurious, so she is willfully
unaware of the decultification project, and her tangency to it, and what
this scrutiny brings.
Ms. Fenech displays all, and when I say
all, I mean all, classic traits of a narcissistic sociopath, which is
abundantly incongruous with her role as manager of an intentional
community, teacher of permaculture and operation of a hacker space.
“manages” the collective with abrasive authoritarianism which she
somehow considers incorrectly to be permaculture, or an attempt at long
term sustainability. Under her management even prior to corona the
community was barely scraping by with financial difficulty. After
studying the dynamic here, I decided to treat her as a subject of
scrutiny in the form of journalism and this essay.
As a guest, she has treated me rudely and without respect. She states openly she does not care what I think, about anything.
speaks abusively to her partner, one of the other members of the
community, and the elderly person we care for here. She claimed at the
beginning to know what non violent communication is but practices the
opposite. I told her I was watching out for manipulative behavior and
that I was starting a project to investigate degenerate interference
with human organizations, which she categorically dismissed as a
She raises her voice, condescends and
patronizes at will and with neither awareness or remorse. Despite it
being a hacker collective she has no technical knowledge or skills, and
rapidly ends all discussion of technology and really anything, with
classical logical fallacies and rhetorical tactics which steer the
conversation into inanity. She screams at people for her own mistakes
and neither thinks to apologize or believes an apology is due when told
she is being awful. She to date has apologized one time for being
antagonistic towards me, but has continued with the same behavior and
otherwise admits no wrong and evades scrutiny with numerous offensive
I cannot figure out her larger agenda,
although her specific agenda appears to be to prevent any good
conversation from developing. Also, that I leave here as fast as
possible despite all lockdown warnings and no other visitors being
invited, and that every thing that I say is negated directly or
redirected to a personal attack. She has sympathy for the other guests,
but none for me. She wanted to talk about my visa status extensively
prior to learning that that the EU would extend due to the virus. When I
learned that visas were being extended, she forgot that key development
within 24 hours, and her next question to me was whether I had bought a
plane ticket, and with no sympathy for the current risks of going back
to the usa or through airports.
I played a 3 hour guitar concert
for a social event she hosted, which would cost at least 300 euros, and
she expressed no appreciation and was derisive. I spent hours on her
projects for the community and she also showed no appreciation, or ever
mentioned my suggestions and contribution again. That my extensive
experience in these areas would give a substantial dollar value to my
work does not cross her mind, and she is hypercritical about
trivialities like printing 5 pages.
Ms. Fenech has also been an
attendee of European Rainbow Gatherings and the CCC. She is about
5’2″, brown curly hair, glasses and looks kindof like a popeye
character. You can find her on discord meeting with her network of
permaculture enthusiasts, although her interests are limited to
gardening. She is very, very bossy and maxes out abrasiveness in a way I
have never seen quite so perfected. She claimss to have worked in
financial services in spain and malta before becoming an organic farmer,
although she never speaks of this in any specific way and has expressed
none of the ideals one might expect to hear from someone who left the
bourgouis for life on the farm. She said one time at dinner, “there is
no free money”, and had to be reminded that some people inherit money at
Credit where credit is due, she knows her gardening and
the garden is in good order even if nothing else. She is interested in
making a discussion web application for communities but has no interest
in privacy whatsoever, her inclusive decision making project would be
fully open to state surveillance.
She sits in the “hack center”
with 3 cell phone on all of the time, and my shot down my suggestion for
a cell-phone free dinner by suggesting I need to see a psychiatrist,
and conflating that request with putting cell phones in the microwave,
which I never suggested. Discussion of the recent revelations of NSO
group offensive malware is out of the question. As all narcissists she
is charming to everyone who gives her what she wants, but if you
question her she gets a very ugly grin and repeatedly says she does not
care what you think.
When in a discussion about epsteins work
raping for israel and the crisis of international oligarchic child
abuse, she responded with numerous attempts to shut down the discussion,
such as, “but what about ancient greece, this has been going on
forever, what can you do?” and “but what about thailand, if people can
just go there, why bother trying to do anything”. She may be unaware
that she was arguing against he protection of children, logical
consistency and clearly stated beliefs are not her strong suit(but she
thinks it is), but as such she is not welcome to do active work with or
for decultification.org for life and on the subject she will be granted
She also did not seem to notice that her
rhetorical garbage distracted from an otherwise productive discussion
about westworld season 3 in which big data limits the social lives of
people automatically, or punitively, and how the oligarchic interests
would live in the opposite world where everything has a price, and they
can have anything they want. She thought I should just relax and watch
tv for enjoyment, in her typical degenerative, anti-intellectual way.
This discussion that she repeatedly tried to shut down and ruin happened almost at exactly the same time as this twoot event,
in comments, why do you think someone like Ms. Fenech is at the
ecohacker farm? Does she sound like an eco hacker? Why would someone
who has no interest in hacking, no intellectual curiosity, no interest
in protecting children from depraved rich people, and narcissitic
personality disorder want to manage this community?
Or might she
have some other agenda? The weaponized hypercriticality, weaponized
douchebagery, knownothingism, and tactical undermining are textbook
social engineering examples of how to divide groups of intellectuals,
which I have sadly seen many times before, including at this place
called Eastwind in southern, MO and in many circles.
I gave her
the benefit of the doubt, but in all frankness and honesty, what an
awful person. I just want to make sure you know in case she ever wants
to try to manage your hacker collective, you know what you are getting
into. She has antagonized me continually since day one, with the
typical hot/cold unpredictability of sociopaths. When she is caught and
called out, the next day she is friendly, then it repeats.
Everyone else here has been nice, but there is a good chance more of them are also agents, as their backgrounds make no sense and their contribution to any ideological discussion is non-existent. They also contribute generally to the gaslighting by being completely unaware of social engineering and manipulations that happen in front of their face.
But we are still getting to know each other. Trust is a step by step process, but once you identify a sociopath you have to stop trying. You have to learn that, better the easy way, let me tell you.
Decultification.org is operational, I hope you enjoy
the information and know what to do with it. Open to all questions and
all interviews with all journalists who are not part of the elimination
of civilian society in the western world.
This is a public
investigation of a public place, and information on a public person
damaging a public organization, potentially for private or government
reasons, but maybe just by the sheer power of being awful.
Bad behavior deserves publicity, Ms. Fenech, so enjoy your moment in the spotlight. If the kitchen is too hot for you, you are welcome to leave at any time.
An example of Ms. Fenech’s disruptive social engineering is here, the conversation where she explains why she voted to rescind my guest invitation during the coronavirus lockdown, for exaggerated fictions of her own creation. A better example of a malignant narcissist destroying a community I could not present to you.
ps someone pass this on to barrett brown plz thx, he needs to know the neighbor giving him trouble is one of them too.
pss i would just like to get out of this without being poisoned at this point, but otherwise it has been a very good time to write.
psss sorry about leanpub using google and aws, I try to warn them but they are still living pre parnas vs google, and everything else
pssss anyone who can post to any of the chans without “connection errors” after they already grabbed your post, feel free to discuss this happening at length. I for one welcome your scrutiny, long ago real privacy and anonymity became impossible for me for reasons I describe at length in my previous posts, website, and the near 500 pages I posted at leanhub this month
psssss I never set out to write myself into the canvas, but it is either this or be completely silenced, which I reject, for reasons of my safety and that of others.
I testify all of this is true and I am not an agent of any kind, and that I work for the public. JMH 4-2-2020